Everything, Something, Nothing

Everything I am not

You continuously throw at me



While all that I am



You repeatedly use against me.



Something inside makes me stay



Yet I know you do not want me to



I am dizzy from all of your games



Of tearing me while I love you.



Nothing can make me understand this



For I thought I gave you all of me



I cannot determine anything



Like the reason I was never enough.



You said I was your everything



And that I was more than something



Then tell me this: why are we nothing?